11.15pm Just reach home after the S4EM class at CCK, got 70% wet, umbrella not very useful. LOL
               So tired and sianz... everyone in the house is sleeping soundly already, so envious.

11.30pm Brought my notebook to the kitchen and on it. Got some hot corn soup. The rain just got so   
               many things running in my mind.

You say its PMS cos i'm pass quarter life crisis. Haha... Lately has not been happy with what i am doing, so decide to come online and blog about it, just like QQ.

Starting to feel sense of lost as i get into 3rd year with the company. Have not yet to complete my diploma assignments and it has been there since one year ago. Teaching and doing curriculum has been making life quite routine and sick lately. Yes i know economy is bad and i should not think about any career change at the moment especially when income is needed for new house etc. But if i am staying... what else can i ask for to do to make life more meaningful for me? Or at least learn something new? I wanted to teach A levels but don't have suitable time slots for my schedule. The working hours are long too and company does not want to reduce it. Reaching home late is part of the job for me, no choice.

Recently we are forced to sell to our students packages. Make me feel like back to sales.

Boss says,"the best sales people are our in house tutors" He wanted us to sell. Makes me feel lost as in what am i doing here...

Looking for house is also another issue where it really needs communication... I did not insist that i must stay near my parents, my concern is that we can get the $40k grant for staying near either parents house, and his parents are selling their old house. Everyone keeps having the impression or assuming that i want to stay near my parents house. My concern with a flat is more simple given the market now, just the direction is right, the feel is ok and the price is not too ridiculously high. Others are not so top concern.

It's still pouring, i hope those outside could get home soon and get themselves dry. It's pretty sianz when you have to work late, get caught in the rain while everyone else is soundly asleep.

It's now past 12, i think i should go and sleep already. Got another long day for tomorrow.