First, i want to thank ppl who send me their wishes. Really appreciate their thoughts even though it might be just a sms. Seriously, i am weird when it comes to celebration for birthday, thanks to my dad. Since young, we dun have much fate for each other even though our birthday is just one day away from each other. We can make each other damn angry and quarrel in just 3 sentences. He is the only person in the family whom i have slammed a door at, even though many other relatives and ppl in the family feared him of his temper. Since the day i earned my very first income through holiday job and attempted to celebrate his birthday, i still can remember how he scolded me when i bought a cake home and how agitated he got and refuse to cut the cake with me. Though it got better each year when my mum ask him to let go of his weird thoughts and celebrate with us, till now, i still have bad memories about celebration with a cake. We never celebrate birthdays since young, apparently to my dad, he says it is disrespect to elders, even though he may be the oldest boy around when i bought a cake. Maybe he just does not like to be reminded of the fact that he's getting old?

Secondly, currently the company seems messy, with ppl leaving and many new faces around. My dear maths department is always so sway, weird ppl ended up at my department, just like me? Anyway, business ppl like boss only like 2 types of ppl. Either you are pretty on the outlooks, or you have pretty certificates. I really pity the new guy in my department for he has been given death sentence by boss since the day he came in, now i just pray he can go through the up coming changes...

Lastly, I have been reviewig my goal settings for the year and i realise that i have not been spending ample time on physical health and mental health, hence i have been going in late these days. Making sure that i have good sleep, do some yoga everyday and spend some time to myself also. Next goal is to improve my knowledge in buddhism and i hope to work lesser hours to attend some buddhism courses.